Saturday, January 20, 2007

It Helps Sometimes

This post is dedicated to all the people leaving for overseas to further their studies.

You're leaving me assholes.
Kidding kidding.
To Daniel Yee, Goh Huay Ming and Vivek Joshi (sniffle), wherever you go, whatever you end up doing (be it an actual job or drug trafficking *kidding again* NOT YOU MISTER VIVEK) remember that you had and have a tiny friend who will never forget you and will always be missing you. You have made an impact on my life and I can only hope that I made a splash in your pond. Or at least a ripple.
I love you, all of you (Vivek the most). Mwahahaha.

Dan,
If you remember, I met you through Ming and you were the ass/hero who taught me how to smoke. I can't decide which one. Haha kidding. Dan, I'll be sad to see you go, I really will. You have come to mean alot to me. Thank you for all the entertainment in class, in my car, the cigarette breaks and the long HP sessions. My car will miss you too. Mommy loves u! (that's not some weird incest thing, by the way, you sickos).

Ming,
Funnily enough, I met you through Navee, do you remember? Can you remember our stats classes with Mr. Krishna? We were the noisiest pair and there was only two of us! Haha, we still are, ei? I will miss hearing about your weird-ass dreams, your rambling on about everything (hehe, kidding kidding, we both do it, don't worry) and I will miss our antics- skipping class to go to Chillies! Hehe. We had some really good times, girly and I hope we can all meet up in Aussie soon enough. Love you ming! Ba-da-boom. (Yes, we are crazy, but proud of it ei?)

And finally...last but not in the bit least...

Vivek,
My dear. What can I say to you? We've only known each other for almost 5 months but it feels like decades and decades, it really does. You've become a best friend to me dear. You really are my better half. You've made my life a million shades brighter and I know it's only going to get better from here. I will miss you like crazy and there will be many times in the months to come I will want nothing more but to run to Perth but I want to assure you that you don't have to worry about me. I will be okay, and I know you will be too. You better be *stern face*. Together we'll make this work and we shall reunite next year. I absolutely can't wait dear.
I love you to the moon.

Collectively, I want to say...
Thank you,
for letting me in your life, for regarding me as a friend and for all the good times.

Sorry,
if and when I have hurt you, either intentionally, or unintentionally, with my words or my actions; I hope you have found it in your hearts to forgive me.

Mil loves you.

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

Sprawl

The storm has passed. Let's all take a moment to utter words of gratitude.
*Moment*
*Moment over*

By storm I mean the first two days of my little friends' visit. I have exhausted all names for this damn thing. But boy, what a storm that was! I was obscenely emotional on the first day and inexplicably cranky the next, more than usual for some reason. I don't know, maybe my hormones realized it was January and decided to start the new year off with a bang. Or rather, sudden outbursts of tears and tantrums.
On Sunday (the first day), I took bro to watch Eragon (finally, he's been waiting for a whole month!) and we tried to make it for the 4.15pm show at Midvalley, but well, no one got ready on time. So we tagged along with Dad to Pyramid (he had some crap to do) and got tickets for the 7pm show. Of course for some weird reason (I will always blame the hormones), retail therapy was suddenly not so stupid after all. I was possessed by a really foreign urge to go into every shop and drag my bro along as well. You should have seen him in Topshop, poor guy didn't know where to stand amongst the fashionable and hopelessly ripped off customers. I was not included in this crowd as I came out empty handed (thank God) and well I was never fashionable to begin with.
I did buy the new Fourplay CD and unfortunately didn't enjoy it as much as I thought I would. Oh well. If anyone would like to buy it from me, please tell me, it's brand new.

All said and done, I can't ignore the fact that we're already half-way through January and February looms very near. Nearer than I am comfortable with. And although I can't wait to see what tomorrow brings, I dread the coming of February in my dark and weak moments.

Simply because I can't let you go.

Watch out for these headlines:
CRAZY LADY STOPS NICE MAN FROM LEAVING FOR AN OVERSEAS FLIGHT.

mwahahahaha.

I'll be ok, really.

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

Must Stop the Spinning

Yellow.
Head is whirling, twirling, tumbling, spinning. Hence the title. Wee.
Why is your head doing all of the above, you might ask.
I am anxious to do so many things that I'm thinking of them all at the same time and going out for some fresh air didn't help much (even though it's a really nice night out, all breezy and cooling) that I felt I must write it has never failed me. Wow, look, a full stop.
Well up til this point, it hasn't failed me. Writing I mean, not the full stops. Ok, still spinning.
Would a to-do list help?
Perhaps. I should try that.

Maybe it's not all the academic stuff that I have to do that's getting my head like this. Maybe it's that big decision I have to make by the end of tonight. I have a deadline too; tomorrow morning. I am not ready to talk about this big decision I have to make, but when I am , I will tell all. Perhaps I won't ever be ready, because seeing it in black and white always makes it scarier. And ten times more real.

I learnt a new word yesterday- diaphanous. It means delicate and semi-transparent. So I haven't been so unproductive, I have expanded my vocabulary! By one word, but still, better than nothing, ei? I hope I spelt it right. Har har. Har.

Well, cool fact, I'm taking Drama this semester and I'm really looking forward to reading all those plays, especially the Shakespearan ones. They sound fantastic. Of course reading alone won't get me the grade I'll have to read out loud (without the text) *insert gasps of horror here* and we all know what a friend Public Speaking is to me. Ah, you dog you. Coincidentally I am also taking Public Speaking this semester so either taking that class will help me with Drama, or Drama will help me in P.S. Or something like that. Today I suggested bringing in some vodka everytime we go in for P.S. to my right hand. I don't think she knew I was only half-kidding. She'd probably agree if I said tequila. Nyahahaha. Well Drama is certainly going to be intriguing. Will keep you posted. Of course I was still moaning about how this is my last ever elective and it isn't even Hopkins' class. Oh well. We always want more, ei?

Must go sort myself out, excuse me.
Take care dearies.

Friday, January 05, 2007

Bombshells and Changes

Hello hello hello!

Happy new year everybody, it ain't gonna be easy, but nothing worth it ever is, but let there be no moments to miss, I'll give you a flying kiss, for good luck and for the times ahead, so get out of your bed, you're missing out, don't make me shout!...

Here's to the year 2007! Wee. Rhyming is fun, try it. My cousin Kashish who's only 7 puts me to shame, she would make one hell of a tiny Sindhi rapper. Beat that kids.

So I got back on the 29th and my comp was being a bitch but now it's all good. She got some lovin' from Alan boy. Think she really likes him, she keeps crashing, must be on purpose so she can see him. Down girl.

I missed KL by the end of my trip, it was absolutely fantastic to come back. I wonder how homesick I'll get in Aussie. Eek. Speaking of bombshells (and not the hot and blonde kind, sorry to disappoint), I received a major one recently, while I was in Hong Kong. To say that my life is changing at the speed of light would be an understatement. But we always bounce back and deal, ei?

The person I am currently joined at the hip with (Siamese twins, nyah!) is moving to Australia to further his studies in February. This is the bomb I was talking about (for some of you slow ones).In a way it was a good thing that I found out while being away from him, so it could give me time to absorb the shock, think about it and realize that everything will turn out fine. Because I'm not giving up what we have- and if he's on the same wavelength then that's the only thing that matters.

Loads to tell as usual but just wanted to say Hi. Hi!! College resumes on Monday and I got good grades this time for my fall semester. Was pretty sure I wasn't going to make it for Motivation but she gave me a C which is more than I deserve. Was really satisfied with results and I have Big Guy up there to thank for it.

*Big wave* Be back soon.