Chew On This

Buongiorno. Technically it's not daytime anymore so, Buon Serra to all. I don't know where Italian came from at 2 in the morning,but this is what philosophy assignments do to you.

I think it was insanely sweet for the clove smoker to ask me to update myself here, so this is for you, ok? (By the way Sebastian, if only more girls knew what you were made of, they'd be lining across the blocks to be with you. I hate that they don't).

Recently, I've been forced to take a proper look at the people around me, those who know me, talk to me, laugh with me and so on. I could only count a few who would cry for me though. But I was not disappointed at all, because they are the ones who matter the most. I am exceptionally lucky to have these people around me and I cannot explain how grateful I am to them.

As for the people who come in your lifes, then walk away when they don't need anything from you, well I find you despicable. I know that you understand what I'm saying. I think the best of us have experienced these individuals. Sadly, they're everywhere, more common than you think. They're not bad people though, that's what I've come to learn. They're just a tad too self-absorbed, as we all tend to get sometimes.

What pisses me off is when it happens to people who don't deserve it (you know who you are). These people I speak about are wonderful human beings. They're caring, kind, smart, helpful, thoughtful, protective and funny. That is just to name a few of their defining characteristics. Yet we have mindless people walking away from them, acting as if they don't exist and generally, snubbing them for no apparent reason. It makes my blood boil and my hands curl into a fist. The people I know, cherish and love deserve this the least, yet this is what were thrown in their faces. I just want to say that I hope they don't bother feeling hurt or let down. I hope that they take it as a lesson, that some people will walk away, not knowing what they're doing to us inside. When they come to you next, you don't have to turn them down out of spite, because you're better than that, but you shouldn't have to devote any extra time or energy for them, because they sure as hell don't deserve it.

I want you to know that it's their own fat frackin' loss. Oh, they have lost wonderful company, I know that for sure.
So to the losers and idiots who walk away from people like my beautiful friends, it's too bad dude. I got 'em and I ain't lettin' go. Pfft. I'd like to bitch-slap you to Somalia so they can perform genital mutilation on you but I'm still trying to hold on to my beliefs of ahimsa (non-violence). It's getting hard though.
Signing off now before I burn holes on my screen with my macho face.

I'll come back with less aggression. 13 days until the assignments die (finish). I'll kill (finish) 'em all, pwomise.